Yeah i know, i don't really even have an excuse. Most of my friends left and she's all i know. Also the only person i have to talk to. I dunno, life is so messed up rate now its not even funny, part of me feels like its her fault in some ways, and honestly some of it is. OK i think i'm done, i don't even know what that means. But hey seriously thanks guys, really its good to have some one who understand and its good to have perspective. Thanks
Knowing that other people have gone through the same situations does help a great deal. Also, if your smart, you'll learn something from it, be it more about your values, what you must have in a dating relationship...whatever. My dad dated less people than I did (although that's not much, given that I can count the number of girls I've dated on one hand), and my parents have been married 27 years.
Well...I've been in several relationships...in common-law living-together relationships with several...and love has never been an issue...can't say I've ever had that ' I can't live without you, I want to always be with you ' attitude... never been married...but I've probably helped to raise more kids than any married couple...single dad now with two girls...that I've raised since they were born... just never met that ' perfect ' woman that would make me go weak in the knees and go ga-ga over... just never happened on my side...although I've had a few infatuated with me. I think I attract the wrong kind of woman never the quiet, wholesome, innocent, and naive type mine are always loud, bawdy, wild, and reckless. Eg